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” Who would of thought? “

Good morning! Over slept this morning so already late for my first med’s. While I’m out of work not too much of an issue – I can set a timer for the interval but after not sleeping very well last night I seem to have woken with some of the discomfort I was in yesterday evening (left leg cramp). Who would of thought this could happen? I can normally reset really well overnight. I can think of reasons why I didn’t and the pain has returned this morning but the point I’m making to myself, if I am actually making a point, is that I must try harder to not over do it and take my med’s on time. If only I knew what over doing it was.

For those wondering about in house support nurse? She is the best but can only help when I tell her and honestly I haven’t told her about some of this but no doubt she will read this later, find out and be upset with me. If you are, sorry! I never considered myself a particularly private man until someone I respect (and used to work for) told me this. Now when I don’t share and there is consequences, I see it is another self perpetuated reason. The chorus to Michael Jackson’s Man in the Mirror plays in my head.

Anyway let’s not dwell on self pity, go out and carpe diem!