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I’m not sure why but nothing really motives me. Is there a word for that? Lazy? Adolescence? I find it really annoying that I can’t motivate myself other than when I’m at work. At home, symptoms, pain, discomfort, etc don’t bother me. I’ll probably come back to this thought later..

Update

Yesterday (11th August) evening I realised something. I started to write about motivation that I didn’t finish. Is that ironic?